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I never thought that i'll be so much affected and sad like i did when i was at klia yesterday. All of a sudden the memories i had when sending nazrin off to germany wash over me. It's like a broken record where it keeps playing the same situation where i have to bid him goodbye and all i can do left is wave to him with tears streaming down my cheeks. And yesterday when i was at the airport, the sadness was so overwhelming that tears keep filling my eyes. I never thought that by just being at the airport can make me break down in tears because i miss him so much. I guess it happened because that's the last place and spot i stood together with him, talking and having our little short time together while counting seconds till i have to really say goodbye to my dear nazrin. It's too overwhelming that i had to turn to my mum and cry to her and tell her iqa teringat nazrin iqa rindu nazrin. And she calmed me down and said that this is a challenge iqa and nazrin have to face before the time for us to be together forever comes. And indeed she's right, of course im very sad and it's hard to be away from u but i have to be strong and stand up tall, because im here waiting for my dear hubby who is a very tough, brilliant and very honourable budak koleq to take me with him when he comes back from his battle. What more can i ask better than this? None, that's for sure. i miss him every second, and for now, just let me cry as hard as i wish to cz he's just too deep inside my heart.