i have this feeling inside, small but very very deep, and i just can't describe it in words.. i can't but it keeps pushing me, i laugh, then i turn to face the other side, i cry...i need to gather myself, but why..i just can't..
no, i'm sorry. i just don't know what feeling is this...
am i breaking down..but ever so slowly?
it's like i'm trying to be fine and okay, but failed miserably..
fine and okay are not even feelings, you can say them in words but no, they aren't. they are just like a mask covering the truth that you are very, deeply, strongly sad and down and confused and frustrated and longing for the thing that is very very meaningful to you..but you can't let the feelings out because you hope you are stronger..
it ends up with a silent cry.
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