finishing soon

Salam WBT.

Yeap, i am finishing soon, degree that is. And sometimes i hope, that time will just move faster and that i will finish as quick i don't even get to count the seconds. because every second will stir me up, i am not even sure what feeling that is but yes, sometimes i just hope that time will fly fast and i won't have to think about it. maybe being a loner is not a bad thing at all, at least you can have all the feelings in the world alone without having people asking you what's wrong. sometimes, i just wanna be that strong, and as far as i know, i have reached that already. whatever happens, i can nag n whine and all, but no one will be able to really know what's in my heart. and i think, i am okay with that. people can judge, people can have their own opinions, but what matters, is myself. so long as i can stand tall on this two feet, i will. i have Allah SWT in everything. that's enough to lift all the burden or the pain (if any).

Anyway, i have one companion in this world who has never failed to lift my spirit up, and i'm glad to have him. thank you.

Also, i hope my relationship with my girlfriends will be more than just the class circle, cause that bit hurts me a lot. i got quite a slash on my [soft sensitive] heart once and i really hate it. yet, above all, i am very happy and glad to have them, thank you for everything for all these years bestfriends :)



PS: i just hope that people can see beyond the surface, beyond reach. that way, the pain won't be so bad.

sekian, night peeps! anyway, so sorry, very emotional post indeed. hehe :P