Today we had a small picnic which was filled with millions and millions of joy. With the place so empty we had it all to ourselves. With pizzas, kfc, and desserts and ciken's birthday cake, and oh, extra joss ;) great eats and great people, enough to make my day.
It's going to be a long 8 months before we will meet again for our final semester. Next semester marks our 7th part in degree and couldn't mean more than intership time. So everyone goes bersepah, some here, some there, and some even go back to their hometown and have their internship there. Which means, we are going separate ways next semester, and won't see each other until september.
After having lived the life together through the thick and thins of diploma and degree, it is very sad indeed to actually separate and not be able to get together as before. Everyone will be busy and to some, the distance makes it much more impossible. Hmmm, i guess that's not all. What saddens me is actually the fact that we are reaching the end. To actually reminisce the times we had shared together, is amazing but sad as well. We don't just live, we love. And we fight, and we terasa, we hate, we un-hate, we laugh, we cry, we succeed and we fail, we talk and we sleep, and boy, how we have laughed together so hard along the journey.
Even though it's not yet a goodbye inshaAllah, i will still miss these people very much, because they are the people who had been there with me all along, who didnt forget me, and didnt leave me behind no matter what, who actually embrace me and love me and teach me about life. Oh, and they even taught us, me and b, to dance and all. Haha, hoedown throwdown by hannah montana may sound so childish but it managed to make us dance around secara berjemaah and it was such a good time :) hoedown, gee gee, dream high, and all sorts. Not just that, the times we shared talking and discussing about matters of life and the afterlife is a treasure for me too. I can actually consult them and just discuss randomly, with opinions and laughters that made it all more heart-warming. How versatile are them to me. How crazy we are, how much fun we have had, are just indescribable. Utter madness, and such a bliss.
Then there're videos made by ciken. Videos of us. Cut outs of our everyday lives. We hadn't actually expected anything when ciken started to have this passion in pics and video recording. I, for instance, just thought nothing. Not until she came up with the first video and it was awesome! Then it continued, she actually produced it for every semester, and the vids are only for our eyes, girls for that matter. Watching it the first time, we laughed hard watching ourselves dancing and acting stupidly and funnily in the cut outs. It was so much fun! Watching it the second time, we smiled and giggled and still laughed like crazy. The third time fourth time and so on, we laughed hard still but with tears in our eyes, and sadness in our hearts. Hani actually cried hard, and she triggered our tear buds all the same. And so we cried and laughed at the same time.
When we are together, everything seems to fall just nicely together. Albeit the sensitivity at times, or terasa terasa times, we still know so well that we are attached together, willingly and spontaneously, without much effort. Maybe the invisible string is there but we just can't see it, but we sure do feel it. One to another, and the string becomes a ring :)
Not in the pix: tq and farrah.
See you again in september lovelies, me love you so much.
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