Monologue

I am so low in confidence, so fragile, so much kept inside, so much going on in my head, this and that, i feel like freezing the moment and to not let it move at all.

I can't promise you that i can give you the world,
But i can promise you that i will always make u happy.

I can't promise you that i can be perfect,
But i can promise you that i can never break your heart. Bcz if i did, i'm just breaking my own heart, worse than you would.

Dear Allah,
Please give me the strength i needed the most, and thank you ya Allah, for still allowing me to try my best in life. Even if i break down, i know You will still listen to my prayer, for You love Your servants who seek for Your guidance, and always seek for Your forgiveness. Don't let me be an arrogant person, as i am ashamed that i would ever forget You are the greatest and no one and nothing is a comparison to You.

Even if no one loves me, i know that Allah SWT loves me. InsyaAllah.