was trying to sleep but well, i can't though i haven't sleep at all last night. my thoughts are full of him, trying to figure out what happened to us in just that split fu*king second. and here i am, waiting for any reply from him but my phone still looks numb and there's not even a single sign that i'll get any reply at all. i know he's mad, and i'm really sorry if i hurt him, but the thing is here, i'm hurted too, hurted for not hearing anything from him to soothe me, to calm me down, to make me sure that we are indeed okay and still reaching for each other. i just thought that i didn't do any wrong and what can possibly cause this to happen to us? is he regretting? is he in regrets and i'm too blind to see? but i don't think so, i have gone through a lot and i know him very well, i know his deepest feelings and i know his soft spot. i know what's inside him when he's angry and the story of his desire behind his anger. but emotions always take us by surprise and we act beyond our wants, while actually, we are two strongly bonded people, which are inseparable indeed. but yeah, ups and downs are like siblings, so i guess i just have to wait and be patient in facing this moment, and hope he'll come back.
anger anger go away, don't come back go far away!
i love you mohamad nazrin, in good and bad times.
tak study ke naie oiiii? oh cannot.
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