it kills you and me.

i am crazy over you.

i can't help it, i'm sorry but i'm in love with you.

so thanks to this truest, gifted by God, ever deepest feeling in the whole wide world, 

i just can't help it.

i'm sorry that i hurt you so so badly. but just so you know, i'm hurted too when i know hatred and frustration and  all those anger overwhelm you and rip your kind heart off your self. i'm hurted to know that i am the cause of all your tension. im hurted seeing you feel hurted. but please, let me inside, give me a chance to be the cure, let me mend it but you have to do your part too. i can't work this out alone. i really cant. and i know we both want this to work out, so why don't we find for solutions instead of fighting again and again.please..come on dear...

i am crazy over you. but i don't want to be a crazily insane woman. im done destroying myself and i regret everything so so much, i dun mind a bleeding head and injured wounds if all that can prove how much i regret everything. if there's one way i can help you, it is to not exist at all in your world. but we have passed that phase, and now, we have to endure and go on. im sorry you have to meet me and go through all these, but believe me, if i were to know i will only hurt you and bring pains, i will never ever showed up in your life. i swear to God.

i love you so much mohamad nazrin and why cant i let you go?